>>280003244
He literally did, though. He's suicidal. And he said outright in the previous arc he doesn't know what to do anymore.
And for the whole manga he's been forced to admit it's bullshit and a self-destructive cope.
Do berserk fans read their own manga or do they just look at the pretty pictures of the big guy cutting down assholes with his sword?
By the way, that tree looks like ficus religiosa, i.e. the Bodhi tree. You've heard it here first.