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7/1/2025, 8:57:03 PM
>>81681311
Happy early birthday!!
You're less than a year older than me, and I'm sure you're not as much of a loser
Happy early birthday!!
You're less than a year older than me, and I'm sure you're not as much of a loser
6/25/2025, 6:03:01 PM
>20
>living in small town, haven't moved away from parents, basically a shut-in
>out of shape, i go to college and i travel to the big city a lot but i hate it and my grades are mid and i don't know what i'm even gonna do with it after i graduate, if i do
>wanting to die because there's nothing to do in my small city and it doesn't look like i'm gonna be able to move out soon
>no friends
>no relationship
>nothing to do besides live with my boomer parents and older siblings and that's about it
>super depressed, i tried killing myself at 17 and spent a while in a psych ward
>non-existent confidence or self-esteem
>just an utterly pathetic excuse for a human being
>kinda ugly af
>family hates me and i know i'm a nuisance to them
what reason is there for me to even live
life is just pain, boredom and suffering, especially during summer
nobody wants me here, i don't want myself here even, the only things i live for are jerking off to porn, playing games, watching anime and listening to shitty emo music
and even then, i don't have the motivation to even do that anymore
there's literally nothing to do here in this small town anyways, in the middle of nowhere in eastern europe
i'm surprised i even made it to 20, i thought i would be dead by now...but i'm not.
what the fuck do i even do? i'm useless as all hell, too, i go to college but i'm not employed or networking or anything. i think i might be autistic or adhd but i haven't gotten diagnosed for it. i used to be on depression meds before but i quit cold turkey like a year ago bcs i told myself i'm "not a pussy" and that i don't need that
legitimately just thinking of ending it, i was born nowhere, to nobody parents, i accomplished nothing and i'll probably never amount to anything, my parents despise me for existing and they say i have every right to be happy so why am i so depressed and gloomy and "ungrateful" but i don't even have basic control over my life
i just want to kill myself badly, nothing is worth it
>living in small town, haven't moved away from parents, basically a shut-in
>out of shape, i go to college and i travel to the big city a lot but i hate it and my grades are mid and i don't know what i'm even gonna do with it after i graduate, if i do
>wanting to die because there's nothing to do in my small city and it doesn't look like i'm gonna be able to move out soon
>no friends
>no relationship
>nothing to do besides live with my boomer parents and older siblings and that's about it
>super depressed, i tried killing myself at 17 and spent a while in a psych ward
>non-existent confidence or self-esteem
>just an utterly pathetic excuse for a human being
>kinda ugly af
>family hates me and i know i'm a nuisance to them
what reason is there for me to even live
life is just pain, boredom and suffering, especially during summer
nobody wants me here, i don't want myself here even, the only things i live for are jerking off to porn, playing games, watching anime and listening to shitty emo music
and even then, i don't have the motivation to even do that anymore
there's literally nothing to do here in this small town anyways, in the middle of nowhere in eastern europe
i'm surprised i even made it to 20, i thought i would be dead by now...but i'm not.
what the fuck do i even do? i'm useless as all hell, too, i go to college but i'm not employed or networking or anything. i think i might be autistic or adhd but i haven't gotten diagnosed for it. i used to be on depression meds before but i quit cold turkey like a year ago bcs i told myself i'm "not a pussy" and that i don't need that
legitimately just thinking of ending it, i was born nowhere, to nobody parents, i accomplished nothing and i'll probably never amount to anything, my parents despise me for existing and they say i have every right to be happy so why am i so depressed and gloomy and "ungrateful" but i don't even have basic control over my life
i just want to kill myself badly, nothing is worth it
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