>really want to work on my game
>have to do boring job.
>keep thinking about my game and feel terrible which makes me unproductive and i work slower and do less
>which makes me more depressed
>so i do shitty job and don't do anything for my game and get less money because im being paid per hour
might as well just leave my job and do games. at least i will be happy
it feels terrible
i dont wan to do this job. what is this life.