>>40606842
There's no bad, it's just distractions and illusions keeping you from awakening and seeing reality as it is. You can shoot heroin and feel bliss, but you'll come crashing down and chase bliss again and again.

>Desiring enlightenment a lot and putting that desire into hard work doesn't result in anything?
Do you run after the wind hoping to catch the air when you want to breathe? Indeed, you'll become good at running and you'll feel the dopamine of the runners high.
Just sit down and take a deep breath, realize that the air is already all around you.