>>40095678
You aren't. You have just been dealt a shit hand, and many people reach an "is it me?" point looking for meaning in.. cruel randomness. Sometimes the guy who got struck by lightning 5 times didn't do anything stupid, he is just a statistical anomaly for no fault of his own. Life can be like that. And it is incomprehensible to BE the black swan event.
On a less depressing note, I have something to tell you: if you see no value in yourself, perhaps consider your story. Keeping on going inspires others to do the same. Victories encourage others. Sharing failures is important too, confusingly enough, because people fail all the time. And if they only hear of successes they will end up thinking they are alone and broken in ways nobody else is. Eventually you make it out, things pass, and that gives hope. EVERY step of the way means something to someone, Anon. It is not for naught. It is not whining. It is *fundamentally* human.
>>40098789
I hope the mfs hurry the hell up.. if they stopped your antibiotics treatment too early this would be a major fuckup and even THEY should understand that this would need serious intervention. I am sorry the Ikea visit ended up so arduous, what did you end up getting though? Some silver lining in there?
>>40098837
Panty! Been a while, girlie.
>I got my PC up and running. By the way, I’m amazed at how much cheaper this PC was to put together than an iPad. It took more research and patience, but it was still a fraction of the cost.
That's absolutely awesome! I had a computer related project myself, I am now a proud owner of a huge NAS, in other words an array of redundant hard drives I can access through my network like a 20TB USB stick. It's a dream come true, really.
>Commonplace Books
Interesting approach, had to look it up! It's kind of like I compile my notes.
>>40102310
What for, Anon?