I even remember being taken to a swimming pool as a child and it was quite an interesting expereince being at that swimming pool, I know a lot happened and there were all these people there. I remember being at the pool and the people were really nice, everyone seemed calm and relaxed and there was no negative harsh vibe or energy coming from anybody. Those early memories were like that, I wish I knew where it was or why it was different because it would help me understand why it seemed people were so different afterwards.

certain parts of Vancouver reminded me of those feelings and places. But I don't think it was vancouver for sure because the architecture, building designs are really noticeable to me and I'm not particular fond of them/don't like the way they make me feel.

Then after that, everything changed and I felt totally different, less at ease the world seemed to change and everything seemed a lot more confusing%disorienting, senseless and strange

It was very grunge 90s after that, but like the places the grunge guys talk about growing up in