Holy shit caught up with the LAST thread at half past midnight.
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>There's only an FH near me and I went there before. It's not an option.
Darn it.
>Maybe. Truth is, I wouldn't be able to maintain those relationships anyway.
>Never have been.
Avoidant attachment style, so to say? I'm not a shrink so don't take it as an actual diagnosis. Do you feel like you lose interest in people, or is it more you disengage when you feel they are bored of you?
>Well, I'm still moping around in /sig/, aren't I...
Hey and I am glad to have you here.
>Thing is, I don't even know what the right social environment would look like anymore.
Do you mean in terms of what the people in it should be like beyond what we sketched? Or as in where in the real world you can find it?
>they were altogether arrogant and pretentious and generally unlikable.
This is really tough luck.
>That probably also says something about me as well.
Not at all, while different fields often can have correlations in what kinda people they draw, it is not that uniform a thing. I mean, I think you know. But I hope it helps to hear it. I don't think you want to believe everyone with any passing interest in your passions is a shithead. That is the mistake in all this. Extrapolation from a small data set, if you will. It underlies your developing dislike for people in general, in my experience. As in, all of these things are in my limited experiences perfectly normal human reactions to being surrounded by jackasses that don't meaningfully engage with you. It is immensely frustrating that you have such poor luck.
>You can look into that yourself, if you want to.
I might, but I tend to learn quicker when engaging with people on a subject. Having someone with deep interest share their perspective makes me wanna engage more, basically. Also I just enjoy talking to you.
>Thanks for the reply, anon. Hope you're doing well.
I am doing alright.