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7/15/2025, 2:50:09 AM
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I was very lucky that night cus we mostly sat at this one table for a few hrs,,Which was me then my sister to my right nd her bf to her right nd then my big cousin,her husband nd her son thats on the spectrum in front of me Nd also my stpdads nephew on my left thats Chad-lite but hes a cool guy nd relaxed nd mostly was speaking to other ppl next to him.So more or less everyone around me was ppl that already knew the score.At sum point my cousin did say something like Are you working or w/e nd my wee sis was like that "Hes between jobs" or something LOL nd I was jst like that *nod* nd my cousin was like that Oh kewl nd we moved on. I HAD THOUGHT this night was gna be a thing of like Walking around a room nd talking to all different ppl which had me shit scared but i never spoke to a soul there who didnt already know me so ach it wasnt bad,,Nd by the time we did stand up again and Yes I had a dance with my mammy n that Which was recorded on a video camera that I didnt consent to,,But I was so BLADDERED by that time nd everybody else was that Itd gotten past the point ppl would ask u stuff about a job or something It was more like Real human chat nd Incoherent cavemen chat nd singing nd etc. The only problem was I did actually drink too much overall so thats how it ended up I Blacked out, Nd I dont remember anything between leaving the bar with my family nd then waking up in the hotel with very warm piss nd vomit all over the floor nd All the rest of it but Primarily I was afraid of that I might have pure embarrassed my mammy or said/did something really bad but to be honest I think i was just being paranoid, Nobody said anything like that to me,Nd everybodys been saying how they had such a good night n stuff.So am pretty pleased about how it all went now considering I was so anxious about it to begin with nd wished i could jst stay in hotel room.If I could go back nd drink less I would but it could have gone much worse.
I was very lucky that night cus we mostly sat at this one table for a few hrs,,Which was me then my sister to my right nd her bf to her right nd then my big cousin,her husband nd her son thats on the spectrum in front of me Nd also my stpdads nephew on my left thats Chad-lite but hes a cool guy nd relaxed nd mostly was speaking to other ppl next to him.So more or less everyone around me was ppl that already knew the score.At sum point my cousin did say something like Are you working or w/e nd my wee sis was like that "Hes between jobs" or something LOL nd I was jst like that *nod* nd my cousin was like that Oh kewl nd we moved on. I HAD THOUGHT this night was gna be a thing of like Walking around a room nd talking to all different ppl which had me shit scared but i never spoke to a soul there who didnt already know me so ach it wasnt bad,,Nd by the time we did stand up again and Yes I had a dance with my mammy n that Which was recorded on a video camera that I didnt consent to,,But I was so BLADDERED by that time nd everybody else was that Itd gotten past the point ppl would ask u stuff about a job or something It was more like Real human chat nd Incoherent cavemen chat nd singing nd etc. The only problem was I did actually drink too much overall so thats how it ended up I Blacked out, Nd I dont remember anything between leaving the bar with my family nd then waking up in the hotel with very warm piss nd vomit all over the floor nd All the rest of it but Primarily I was afraid of that I might have pure embarrassed my mammy or said/did something really bad but to be honest I think i was just being paranoid, Nobody said anything like that to me,Nd everybodys been saying how they had such a good night n stuff.So am pretty pleased about how it all went now considering I was so anxious about it to begin with nd wished i could jst stay in hotel room.If I could go back nd drink less I would but it could have gone much worse.
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