I'm 27. I learned I have a brain tumor 2 weeks ago. Doctor says it's probably benign but I get the test results this Friday, and then I'll know.

Having to contemplate your mortality is not a good feeling. One thing I'll say is this wiped out any suicidal thoughts I previously had. I don't want to die.

I know what terror feels like now. I couldn't sleep the three first days I got the news.

I also feel that my "innocence" is gone. Even if it's not cancerous, it's hard to sit down and enjoy the things I like now that I've been confronted with the fact that the clock is ticking and I won't be here forever. I want to go back.

They emptied 30ml of brain fluid from a cyst I had inside my skull at the same time as they performed a biopsy on the tumor and it's messed with my perception of reality. Everything feels "far away" if that makes sense and the voice of my conscience isn't as loud as it used to be.

Take care of yourself anon. Life comes at you fast.

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I think I can exist in the Empyreme die alone and time travel back to the "media" of ARMageddon!! Thoughts?

I went to the pleroma and there was a lot of annunaki and old people