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While i won't say something like "this or that ruined me", JiaC and Better Half were a catalyst for me to realize that there is something up with my head. My type was always an androgynous one, but predominately feminine in nature (Like the anime tomboy stereotype, but down to earth when there's any). I think the Thius and Marion characters respectively are a perfect example of what im looking for; they are guys, but spiritually feminine, and their interactions around that comes out as part of their own intrinsic nature both in body and character. I emphasize in "NATURE" here because the idea of some drugged up junkie trying to imitate a girl is deeply sickening to me, nothing against mother nature goes unpunished. Anyway, after rummaging a bit in my mind, it truly helped me to understand more what im looking for in a SO, and with that, to manage better this part of my life, and that comes with having no problem to being a fucking faggot if it comes to it. What /fit/ failed to do on my stay there, Nemlei did it effortlessly, simply showing me a way with love. Goddammit...god fucking dammit, fuck you guys.