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Weird mini life update, getting this all done in one go so bare with me please:
>Still no job despite constant applications
>Parents' relationship completely blown out
>Both of them are moving in romantically it seems, not clear on where that'll lead
>Financially things are still unstable, no way to help without a consistent job
>Siblings struggling to find work after being fired from previous job (partially parents fault, partially the job so demanding)
>My home country eats ass, in a bad way
>Family and personal morale pretty low
>This move abroad doesn't seem like the meal ticket I was foolishly hoping for
>All I seem to do is upset everyone, by being a financial and time sponge, even if they don't say so exactly I feel and see it
>Networking like a maniac, almost begin people for work and connections (I am that fucking desperate)
>Next week I'll attend some training for warehouse work, well outside my main field
>Still no car license yet (not that I even like driving), I keep failing everything
>Asking a relative for advice on how to move ahead in an actual career, instead of putting my faith in either of my parents (God knows I can't rely on them forever)
>Too much to mention at this stage, my brain feels like a a handle of yarn on fire

Jesus, I just wanted independence and a career that could feed me and help my family.
It can't be that much to ask.
I don't even want luxuries anymore, I just wanna stop being reminded how fucking awful life is every 5 minutes.

Goodnight for now, best of luck everyone.

Thank you for all the hard work, Siganon.
Sorry for cussing like a moody teenager.