>>33206277
What?? I asked her several times if she was OK, and about meeting her to walk her home safely, even asking for her location etc.
She doesn't want anything to do with me anymore. It's understandable, but I'm kinda blindsided and heartbroken. She was the one pushing for us to work things out and how she was fully committed etc. etc. and then she just hits me with this.
I know I fucked up but I'm really upset. I have nothing to live for anymore. My housemates and neighbours can look after the cats.
I'm quitting my job today, then bedrotting, and can't stop thinking about suicide