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I had player envy for a few years until I got play in a few short lived games ran by my players then I realized why I am the one guy I know who has consistent games that last several years.
Turns out most people just aren't cut out for GMing since they take it too seriously, can't handle the work, don't have improvisation skills or don't take it seriously enough. At this point I am content with being the forever GM even if getting to be a player in a good game every now and then would be nice.

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