I hate my life. There is nothing good about my life. I was born in shitty america as euromutt to english and german parents and got the worst ugly phenotype.

I just cried tears, I'm so demoralized. EVERY FUCKING DAY I see youtubers who are richer than me, people that aren't even rich but live in japan, china, korea etc and have INFINITELY better lives. They have better food, better culture, better family, happier lives. They live to 95+ and you expect me to fucking live that long? With this mental state and this society?

I have nothing to live for. I cry everyday, I'm alone and I will die alone. I talk to no one everyday and I don't even speak I'm so alone, I'm demoralized every fucking day. There's nothing but fast food, there's nothing but garbage living, driving. I'm so depressed I didn't even eat today. And if I do want to go eat something I'll have to drive to get fast food because that's all there is.

I'm done with this shit. Get me the fuck off earth now. I'm having a mental breakdown. I just watched this video it made me even more depressed. Knowing that I'll NEVER get to have this life. I'll NEVER get to eat good food. I'll NEVER have any good life. I'll always be permanently suffering because I was born in america. I'll be suffering because I'll NEVER get to enjoy anything good.

My life is the worst it has ever been at this point and I'm only 25. What even is the point of all this? When I can't even have a decent life. Just constant demoralization, loneliness and pain.

https://youtu.be/lsB1q_Mpmjk