>>40746160
karmic loosh harvesting is so based

>>40746171
it is pure hubris for a person to think they are better than spirits

https://youtu.be/QAhYuRSoy60

>>40726744
you are cracking under the pressure, eris. the dread, the loneliness, its getting to you. when everybody is a demon, how can anybody understand you? none ever will as long as you see them that way. the only company you will have is that which craves conflict with you. do you really wanna know what i'm feeling?

hunger. not from you, but for you. its the same thing i felt for disposable. so much of the time i just want to find somebody like you and tear into them. i hold back so much of the time, i believe in civility and consent, but since you directly and deliberately invite conflict, i needn't worry about those with you

https://youtu.be/TBXjbLElTJY

i can feel the mania coming on, i'm gonna try not to be too much of a gremlin

https://youtu.be/mX9BwDfXzNg

>>40596313
i'm not a biblical literalist, i use a spiritual framework derived from gnosticism and paganism mostly, with concepts adopted from abrahamic spiritualism where they feel appropriate. i read synchronicity and use that to commune with spirits, and my framework is merely my general attempt to understand the spirits that speak to me and work with/through me

>>40596318
i do know i have a certain vibe to me. i always felt close to the void, to the inevitable march of entropy. the precipice of life and death, amid the unending non-linear flow of time. the great darkness that lies beyond and before all things, in which sits the smiling man, the most powerful and mysterious spirit i have ever known

https://youtu.be/Q94azDG0qa0