>>40458482
Same. It's like I'm emotionally blind. I can feel my brain trying to make me feel things, but it's like the wires are cut and the signal doesn't go all the way.
At this point I'd rather get dysphoria 24/7 than this. At least then I'd know what I feel. This is just total emptiness. A void in my heart.
I haven't roped yet because of my laziness and my self-preservation instincts. I have no reason to continue existing like this.