>>81691875
I think I understand what you're saying, that personal restraint will lead to better things (nofap ideology, but less ridiculous). But even though I spend an inordinate amount of time consuming erotic and feminine imagery, it's not as if I'm sat around gooning to it. I jerk off maybe 4 times a day most, typically it's just twice.
Although these pictures arouse me most of the time, and they may cause a short erection (desu my pelvic floor is fucked), I'm not feeling some.... Uncontrollable need to masturbate to them. Much of my obsession is looking, admiring, loving. The collection aspect is just autism showing through, but many times I just zoom in as much as possible on a pic to gaze upon every pore, every hair, wrinkle, mole, pimple... Every sinew. And when I look at these things, and zoom back out to see a complete image of a wonderful woman, all I can do is let a big sigh and smile. I spent the other evening running all of my pictures as a slideshow and just drinking and listening to music while watching it. I fear I'm becoming too dangerously close to worship of the female race, but in the end, why wouldn't I worship such delicate, rare creatures?