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!!s1jEdTQxfFE/r9k/81651221#81664989
6/30/2025, 8:35:00 AM
>>81664951
https://youtu.be/pvsQ1Mvnue4?si=nLWj0koIU8edE-oC
So I ask you,
Is that the question you have or is it what you felt is okay and "safe" to say, with hope my answer is somehow conveyed. Maybe relying on inference is all you feel you can do at this time.
Still why does is it so painful not to be able to say what matters, your truth, to be honest and talk in your voice. All you want is to feel safe and accepted. Maybe he will hear my question behind what I felt I didn't have any other choice but to ask. Maybe the response will show care for me. Understanding of me. That it will qualm and soothe that need to know, because you care, and just can't say it.
https://youtu.be/pvsQ1Mvnue4?si=nLWj0koIU8edE-oC
So I ask you,
Is that the question you have or is it what you felt is okay and "safe" to say, with hope my answer is somehow conveyed. Maybe relying on inference is all you feel you can do at this time.
Still why does is it so painful not to be able to say what matters, your truth, to be honest and talk in your voice. All you want is to feel safe and accepted. Maybe he will hear my question behind what I felt I didn't have any other choice but to ask. Maybe the response will show care for me. Understanding of me. That it will qualm and soothe that need to know, because you care, and just can't say it.
!!s1jEdTQxfFE/r9k/81506207#81507713
6/16/2025, 7:25:26 AM
I can only be my truth,
there's only one song I know
there's only one song I know
!!s1jEdTQxfFE/r9k/81506207#81507548
6/16/2025, 6:57:25 AM
>>81506694
I am only talking to her. Not anyone else.
I see her. Through the silence. Through the pain. Through every wall she puts up to try and protect herself from how much she misses me. Despite our struggles with the external world at our core our truth we recognize in each other can never change. Despite all stumbles, lashing out, self sabotage mispercievement, I know she never lost sight of who I really am, neither did I of her. I know I expressed my pain of loss of her lashing out with cruel words. I am not remorseful. I believe she will understand why I did that and how I actually feel. She accepts and understands all of me.
At my core I love her. I told her the truth about residing in my arms. She's my home too and I accept all of her. I have to because that is love. Accepting all of her, even the hurt. I still accept her even if it hurts me. That's true love. That doesn't mean I won't be hurt, it doesn't mean it doesn't affect me, but it does mean is that despite that pain I'm still here and open my hands to her to work it out because I don't abandon her and have faith in her that we can get through this and grow from it, becoming closer together. In return She does all this for me as well. She accepts me, all of me even the hurt, and is willing to work with me through everything putting me above all else.
I am only talking to her. Not anyone else.
I see her. Through the silence. Through the pain. Through every wall she puts up to try and protect herself from how much she misses me. Despite our struggles with the external world at our core our truth we recognize in each other can never change. Despite all stumbles, lashing out, self sabotage mispercievement, I know she never lost sight of who I really am, neither did I of her. I know I expressed my pain of loss of her lashing out with cruel words. I am not remorseful. I believe she will understand why I did that and how I actually feel. She accepts and understands all of me.
At my core I love her. I told her the truth about residing in my arms. She's my home too and I accept all of her. I have to because that is love. Accepting all of her, even the hurt. I still accept her even if it hurts me. That's true love. That doesn't mean I won't be hurt, it doesn't mean it doesn't affect me, but it does mean is that despite that pain I'm still here and open my hands to her to work it out because I don't abandon her and have faith in her that we can get through this and grow from it, becoming closer together. In return She does all this for me as well. She accepts me, all of me even the hurt, and is willing to work with me through everything putting me above all else.
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