>>3974052
exactly. thats what why im so bitter. circumstances outside my control robbed me of the chance to act on my feelings. i didn't grow up thinking it was wrong to have them, not that my parents wouldn't have given me the belt and the boot if i had acted on them.
>>3974055
I know. it's one miserable fucking life we've been put through just for being who we are. and it won't ever let up.