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nta but I guess I'm being your tutor for a bit because your pseudo cerebral virus of society's pretentiousness is irritating me down to my well-maintained viscera

logics. life is pre-logical. consciousness is pre-logical. qualia is pre-logical. phenomenology's phenomena are pre-logical.
logic shatters its relevance when it's taken to its logical conclusion of it being a tool for life. you never took logics to its extremes so you're where you are. nihilism posits "meaninglesnees" from a complex system where meaningfulness exists as an opposite. nihilism never had its knees broken, never had itself drown in acid, never gotten a kick in the head instead of childhood Christmas gift. it's vapid garbage that is too cowardly to face pre-meaning itself.
you're using power drill like an anal dildo and are surprised you're under a bad mood.
I'm not looking down on you tho. there are many such cases. 99.9999% of anyone trying introspection fall into this. even le epic zen monks or stoics or hedonists or whatever typical extreme you can think of.

have a nice day please.