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It's peaks and valleys really. Sometimes I'm a little lonely, and there are things I'm resentful about, but I'm mostly happy and I've yet to become bitter. These threads are fun to post in. They make me laugh to read what people post and respond to it. I only come here when I'm high. So if my writing isn't as good as something I'd submit for publication, it's because I don't really give a shit. It's just shitposting in the middle of the night between bong hits. I don't know why you see negativity in my posts. I'm smiling as I compile them because I enjoy the opportunity to shit on people I hate politically. You aren't a real person to me. You just represent the really dumb person that gets interviewed at a Trump rally and can't justify his actions. Or someone who would not know the nations capitol on Jaywalking. You're just a stereotype to punch. Just as I am to you. But the actual argument brings me joy, not anger. Maybe it's the same for you. I can't be sure.
But I'll always feel above most people here if only because I graduated and went to college, I've had sex and relationships and great jobs, and I have a fulfilling social life. I don't come on here when I'm absolutely on top of the world because I'm too busy. But in this brief valley of responsibility I'm enjoying my time here.
Like when you watch trash TV shows because the people are trainwrecks and make your life shine in comparison? That's what posting on 4chan is for me. Always gives me the boost I need to take on the world. You know how easy it is asking women out after I spend an hour browsing /r9k/? LOL
4chan is a tool.