Why are White Elven women like this?

I don't give a fuck about age gaps, I refuse to settle for a fatass roastie hag after a lifetime of being an incel. If it takes me until I'm 78 years old to finally land an 18 year old gf then so be it, and I will do it proudly and unashamedly.

Needless suffering is the greatest motivator. Everytime I want to be a lazy shit I then remind myself that lazy = will never have a gf = will die a KHHV = needless suffering.

I'm a fat 24 year old KHHV and my dream is to have a real life anime gf/waifu someday, I also would rather die a KHHV than ever settle with a roastie.