if I died tomorrow I'm not too unhappy with how my life went
I made massive mistakes and have massive regrets, and I have many of the same issues you all have + I wear diapers and peepeepoopoo myself because of spinal issues
But I tried, at times, definitely could have tried harder, I am a lazy fuck, but I did try, and I got to see some interesting highs because of it, even if most of it were in lows (lows mostly caused by myself by the way, even if I did have some challenges)
Retarded as goofy world, also we got born during the fakest gayest times ever, but at least we had some material comforts. The problem is hedonism is fine for a time but rots the soul

I do suggest getting healthier though. The first few days are the worst then it gets easier. Just eat less and stop consuming sugar. t 270 to 170 pounds

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