> Going through old photos of yourself on the computer

> See one of you at the age you first knew you were trans but decided against transitioning

Everytime i think about marrying and having kids I get the dreadful thought process that they’ll end up mutted. Chances are they’ll not be my pure (ethnic group white) as well so the mutt process will be easy since most whites here are mutts. I can’t reproduce in this country unless I have a dual citizenship back in the homeland and have an exit plan (plus lots of cash). Canada died from the very beginning.