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6/8/2025, 1:07:11 AM
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>>39956661
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>from what I've seen it'd be more expensive but also seems much easier to go through them.
Would you be in financial trouble? That is the only concern I see here. As for the in person thing: one thing you will notice a lot with people is that humans LOVE making up rules to prevent themselves from doing things. Me? I dislike staring a task at a time that is not a multiple of 5 minutes, preferably 10. It's irrational and I haven't had the mental fortitude to break this hangup in over 33 years. But I recognize that it is an arbitrary rule and sometimes break it when it gets in my way, although it takes energy and conscious effort. Somehow, you have a block where the online solution is qualified as "not real enough" in a sense. Crowbar that thought, if you can help it. Find excuses, try to argue with it, essentially the best trick with these things is to try and employ self deception (which is practically fighting fire with fire here).
As for the other list, as you said we can more or less disentangle HRT from college for now and see how that goes, and see the college approach as a fallback solution. Because I do get the advisor would help but as you said:
>But I might just be making excuses there because I'm fully capable of getting it without insurance.... I really should go through with it, it just feels so scary to.
And by golly it IS scary because big, disruptive changes are. Back when unknowns like that could have you end up getting vored lethal style by a tiger it is no wonder we evolved to dislike change.
>>39963310
I'm cutting myself a metric ton of slack, so much is for certain. Still, every last word of support is appreciated, thank you Anon. You know, I am often floored by these threads. When I first made them I steeled myself for a ton of push back that.. never came. And instead, so, so much love and support.
>>39956661
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>from what I've seen it'd be more expensive but also seems much easier to go through them.
Would you be in financial trouble? That is the only concern I see here. As for the in person thing: one thing you will notice a lot with people is that humans LOVE making up rules to prevent themselves from doing things. Me? I dislike staring a task at a time that is not a multiple of 5 minutes, preferably 10. It's irrational and I haven't had the mental fortitude to break this hangup in over 33 years. But I recognize that it is an arbitrary rule and sometimes break it when it gets in my way, although it takes energy and conscious effort. Somehow, you have a block where the online solution is qualified as "not real enough" in a sense. Crowbar that thought, if you can help it. Find excuses, try to argue with it, essentially the best trick with these things is to try and employ self deception (which is practically fighting fire with fire here).
As for the other list, as you said we can more or less disentangle HRT from college for now and see how that goes, and see the college approach as a fallback solution. Because I do get the advisor would help but as you said:
>But I might just be making excuses there because I'm fully capable of getting it without insurance.... I really should go through with it, it just feels so scary to.
And by golly it IS scary because big, disruptive changes are. Back when unknowns like that could have you end up getting vored lethal style by a tiger it is no wonder we evolved to dislike change.
>>39963310
I'm cutting myself a metric ton of slack, so much is for certain. Still, every last word of support is appreciated, thank you Anon. You know, I am often floored by these threads. When I first made them I steeled myself for a ton of push back that.. never came. And instead, so, so much love and support.
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