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7/7/2025, 4:56:32 PM
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>Have you tried anti depressants?
i have. i've taken everything from lexapro to xanax to whatever else they've advertised as the end all be all for depression over the past 5 years. nothing ever did the trick. it's not like an antidepressant can make me feel less lonely or empty inside at the end of the day, right?
>Any chance you can move to a bigger city or leave romania entirely?
no chance at all which is a big part of why i'm feeling so hopeless and stuck and trapped. i'd like to live in the US for example, but i don't even know how to go about getting a visa, especially as a suicidal, mentally disabled person. not to mention i'm poor as dirt and barely can afford food and bills with social assistance.
>Or even find someone online who'd be willing to meet up instead of staying purely digital friends?
i did try over the years, but i kid you not, every romanian person i've talked to online has ghosted me in seconds when i told them i don't live in one of the major cities like bucharest. and foreign people ghost me for not being American (aka no chance to meet up) it's all so stupid and hopeless. my life is a joke
>It kinda sucks when you're depressed, since people are usually more open to be in contact when you make them feel good
i don't act this way when talking to people. i don't wanna be a burden to someone else or drag them down with my negativity. i try my best to stay cheerful and positive all the time, fake it till i make it as you said, but even that never leads to anything because no matter how many online people i meet, they lose interest because we'll never be able to meet up. it's not like i blame them. i need to die already
>For example, you might be able to talk about anime on /a/, a big forum like mal or even twitter
talking on /a/ feels empty because it's not like i'll ever be able to befriend those people. i tried putting myself on twitter and mal but it just feels like i'm screaming into the void. i'm ignored by everyone.
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>Have you tried anti depressants?
i have. i've taken everything from lexapro to xanax to whatever else they've advertised as the end all be all for depression over the past 5 years. nothing ever did the trick. it's not like an antidepressant can make me feel less lonely or empty inside at the end of the day, right?
>Any chance you can move to a bigger city or leave romania entirely?
no chance at all which is a big part of why i'm feeling so hopeless and stuck and trapped. i'd like to live in the US for example, but i don't even know how to go about getting a visa, especially as a suicidal, mentally disabled person. not to mention i'm poor as dirt and barely can afford food and bills with social assistance.
>Or even find someone online who'd be willing to meet up instead of staying purely digital friends?
i did try over the years, but i kid you not, every romanian person i've talked to online has ghosted me in seconds when i told them i don't live in one of the major cities like bucharest. and foreign people ghost me for not being American (aka no chance to meet up) it's all so stupid and hopeless. my life is a joke
>It kinda sucks when you're depressed, since people are usually more open to be in contact when you make them feel good
i don't act this way when talking to people. i don't wanna be a burden to someone else or drag them down with my negativity. i try my best to stay cheerful and positive all the time, fake it till i make it as you said, but even that never leads to anything because no matter how many online people i meet, they lose interest because we'll never be able to meet up. it's not like i blame them. i need to die already
>For example, you might be able to talk about anime on /a/, a big forum like mal or even twitter
talking on /a/ feels empty because it's not like i'll ever be able to befriend those people. i tried putting myself on twitter and mal but it just feels like i'm screaming into the void. i'm ignored by everyone.
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