>>81899642
random people i've met throughout my life during my time on the internet. i never did well with groups or servers. it's hard to worm your way into an already established friend group where everyone already knows each other and they have their own in-jokes and stuff. one on one convos are much easier, but as i said, they always left and never looked back as soon as they were able to do stuff with people IRL and obviously, i don't blame them but it makes me feel hopeless about my situation.
>>81899670
what can i invest D:
>>81899683
wouldn't it be kinda lonely to be there by yourself?
>>81899726
it's hard to do research on this when most search engines conceal all helpful results because they want to keep people slaving away for the system
>>81899729
i don't have the drive or the motivation to hate anyone. no one would feel satisfied if i died either because literally no one knows i exist. hate is a strong emotion. you have to care about someone to some extent to be able to hate them. i wish someone hated me just so i could feel cared for.