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That's what I've been doing, I have one more company I'm going to try it with and if they fall through then this job ain't for me anymore.

I used to love doing this when I made good money or even a living wage but now I'm just trying to not lose everything, why work 90 hours a week and get buried with repairs and taxes and fuel and cost of doing business and then there's nothing left for you. I haven't been this depressed since I was a teenager getting bullied all the time.