>>81768224
Kek i seen a video from my cousins phone,,From the weekend,I never realised at the time at all that ppl were sitting there taking pictures of everything but I guess thats what happens.I seen a video where i was sitting nd pure cuddling into my mmy nd it was nice,It was just peaceful n cute,I was wrecked but it wasnt in a bad way,I dont think.I was a bit paranoid about that night bc i blacked out.I was worried id done something bad i forgot.But i think ave decided it was ok.Well my cousin n my sisters nd their bfs nd all that said they enjoyed it so if there was anything that bad they wouldnt say that. My cousin said it was the BEST night. Well, for me I pissed on the floor nd vomited in the sink nd smashed the glass off water that was meant for me to stop vomiting.I think bc of all that,,Its got in my head that it was a bad time.But the thing is, that was all in the privacy of my own hotel room.So as long as they dont know about that,Which is an If though. Then its all right.Well it was last weekend n i still feel hungover now.But its alright.I quit nicotine since Saturday so i guess i would feel weird for a while.Ave lit been aff vaping n smoking n all nicotines for like 4 or 5 days its weird.I feel at a loose end a bit.