I wanna listen to the transphobes and believe them, that it's all in my head and that I don't really wanna be a girl, I know I will never actually go through with it.

But, I still feel sad, why do I still feel sad about it? And it never goes away, what do they want me to do? How can they help me with the sadness of not being a faggot, I can't stand it, why won't they give me an honest solution?

I can't stand being ugly, I can't imagine any human person on any gender spectrum to have even a molecule of a sexual though towards me, I'm a fucking creature, fuck my repugnant chud gay incel life

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my personality used to be dooming but now i kinda just don't have a personality

i dont know what this one is it just looks like a shitty self insert