>>40456243
"haha [kiria birth name] is such a gayboy and he would look like a girl if he had long hair, i would do her if she were trans!!"
mfers... ruined my cis straight white latino male life...

people never recover from wasting their 18-21 years right

>be me
>25 year old ftm
>4 years on hrt
>slowly gets comfortable with me and my fucked up body
>even sometimes sees that i may look like a woman here and there
>starts new job
>constantly get commented on how manly i am or move, about my voice and stuff like "i expected a woman"
>one guy even clocks me
>never happened before

goddamn i thought i finally got my peace, how can it be that 4 years on hrt i get all this comments like everything just wants to make me hurt
Was i just so extremly hugboxxed the whole time, i knew there were bad things like my voice but how could everything get so much worse

i wish i could just go back to boymoding but with changed names and gender i i can't even do that, i fucked up my life completely
i should really just quietly kill myself

>>40187764
Why?