>>76387566
about 4-5 years later, i got a job and met a coworker named alex. he was obsessed with getting big just like how i was. but god he was such a faggot. he would always be the most insufferable person in the room. he was a fairly big guy, but frail at heart he was. when i talked to him he was a fag and not in the homosexual way, he was just a FAGGOT.

i have no idea what it was, but it just set off a VERY HEAVY "what a fucking faggot" sensor in my head. he wasn't a bad person, nor did he do anything wrong to me, but it honestly woke me up from my idealization of being big, and made me realize it doesn't matter how big you are, you are still a huge fag.

meeting this person made me scared and afraid. what if that is how other people saw me? it awoken me and cured me of my body dysmorphia.

i now have a girlfriend.

because that is what i wanted in the end.

a super cool girlfriend that loves me.

and it didn't take getting huge or hopping on test.

all it took was meeting alex and realizing not to be a huge faggot.

the end.