>Try playing fighting games at the beginning of the year
>choose akatsuki and granblue because they're really easy
>get my ass kicked really hard but I can tell i'm slowly getting better at it
>Have so much fun I pour in 100 matches per day
>get depressed and turbo bored so I stop playing them
>months later plus r is on sale so I buy it
>I'm back to square one but this time it's much more complicated
I hate how I don't even know what place i'm supposed to be staring at on my screen AGAIN, feels like i'm a child checking what my button does while I get raped, I also have no motivation to keep playing so every defeat is just snowballing into a deeper pit of despair. I truly want to learn and love this genre but I fucking suck at it