When a narcissist goes from liking you a lot to devaluing you and then dumping you and talking shit about you and laughing about you and all their friends mock your actions after and you just seem like a fucking joke now as they all cringed they ever even entertained the idea of you

How do you recover?

I grinded, took each day as it came, then I met her. My mind went into overanalyzing mode and I pushed her away. She ghosted me.

Now how do I move on? I tried going back to my lonely life. It was all a fake. Do I find someone else now? But that's just coping with losing her, I was fine without her.

Cue getting depressed like a cuck. It was all for nothing. If I pushed her away, who am I going to settle for now... She is having sex every day now and it is not me. She is jumping on someone else's dick in all sorts of lewd, undignified positions, screaming in pleasure and what am I doing. She is exploring someone else's ass with her tongue and look at me

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I grinded, took each day as it came, then I met her. My mind went into overdrive and I pushed her away. She ghosted me.

Now how do I move on? I tried going back to my lonely life. It was all a fake. Do I find someone else now? But that's just coping with losing her, I was fine without her.

Cue getting depressed like a cuck. It was all for nothing. If I pushed her away, who am I going to settle for now... She is having sex every day now and it is not me. She is jumping on someone else's dick in all sorts of lewd, undignified positions, screaming in pleasure and what am I doing. She is exploring someone else's ass with her tongue and look at me

What can I eat at night? I'm tired of baked cheese sandwiches

>Literally nothing is happening
Been staring at Tel Aviv's skyline for two hours for no reason