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>I was genuinely hoping there was some other solution
I understand. Transitioning is not a perfect solution, it can actually feel really fucking humiliating. The easier thing would kind of be just waking up one day and not having gender dysphoria. Expecting that to happen though is sort of like expecting to just one day wake up with a completely different brain, personality, etc. from the one you've always had.
I actually used to pray to God as a teenager every goddamn night just so I could be a girl, instead of getting getting the medical and mental health help I would've desperately needed at that time. I never got any help for any of this shit during my youth btw, no one ever "groomed me". I just spent pretty much every other day, if not every day, trying to fight away the depression that came from having to live as a fucking moid.
Almost nine years ago as a 19 year old repper I actually used to make threads like this here, because yeah I thought of transitioning as an awful humiliating thing that I shouldn't have to go through, that I should be able to just be a girl. People here said "take your pills Alice", "you'll be fine", "no one wants to be a hon" and I didn't because I thought I was smarter than some dumb troon and could make my own decisions.
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