>>33201896
I hate my shitty, disgusting parents. I hate being associated with them so much that I either have wanted to kill myself, wanted my parents to either kill themselves or I wish they just fucking aborted me entirely. They are both from California, fucking unable to raise children I was mainly raised by the internet.
My mom is a narcissistic cunt, hates me or likes me less cause I have autism (despite her fucking husband having autism) and I constantly have flashback to her beating the shit out of me as a really young kid for seemingly no reason or minor thing I did ( got ass beat for coloring on blocks at age 4, got ass beat at age 5 cause I was scared to tell my mom that she got picture day wrong so I wore the wrong thing on picture day).
My dad is an emotionally unavailable also narcissistic asshole who fucking screams all the time (clearly effected me in childhood cause I remember at age 4 or 5 being scared of my dad and having low self esteem probably due to the environment I was in)

TLDR
FUCK YOU MOM AND DAD. CALIFAGS SHOULDNT FUCKING HAVE OFFSPRING. Literally feel like I was made to fill in a fucking checkbox in their life and that’s it. They had me when they were barely 21.
I’m currently 22 and I’m glad I’m not this retarded to put a kid into the world when I know im not qualified.