I've repped so much I've developed this insane AAP fantasy. In my fantasy I'm raped and it's recorded and everyone on the planet sees my MALE, MASCULINE body take what it fucking deserves, on camera and it circulates the Internet forever. I'm a disgusting sick freak who needs to be hanged, I don't deserve life (which is a privilege not a right).
Sometimes I wish I'd experienced sex that I'd ever wanted, but what would one instance of that matter to the ones that I have already have? Why should sex not be violent and hateful to me?