For the anons out there who are going through it, what's going on? Talk it out, I'll do my best to give advice/help out

First David Lynch, then my Grandma, then Brian Wilson. God has it out for me specifically this year.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOQ-tn5OmPQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IsDYy1l6TQU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2vYtvUC3Op4

Mods sticky now