>>40298549
No i actually haven't had any childhood trauma that i know of. Of course my parents slapped me around a bit and spanked my ass but nothing that could explain this. I think i'm just really mentally ill and have an overactive imagination. Whenever i see these men that make me cry i also daydream about being them and what their life would have been like. It's that part that gets me the most and makes me cry. Men irl make me more emotional than pictures.