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i worked 10mo in my life and im a hs dropout due to family collapse back then; im 38 and quite disabled with spine fractures/other stuff and in horrible pain everyday just from existing at home; but despite totally failing at most metrics of life; i still reached and surppassed my greatest lifelong dreams of love

just last year i met and married my heavenly beautiful decade-younger wife; and now im happier and more deeply than i ever dreamed possible

love is all that ever mattered to me; it is my only purpose; and unlike all the people who youd say are "successful" with careers and all; im actually living my purpose every single day

my wife is so good to me and fortunately is able to give us a good life; we really wish she could just always be by my side but this society doesnt allow that; which is very tragic; but atleast we only have to be apart 3 days per week; we spend nearly every waking moment together aside from that; and im so grateful for all she does for us; she does all the housework and cooks and everything because im just physically not able to do those things; but if i could safely i would; but ill just get hurt and be in more pain; so she doesnt let me do much but i try to help a little where i can

its not my fault im unable to work for the past decade; and its also not my fault my family fell apart when i was 19 and my mom didnt work most of my life; maybe id have some more "work ethic" for a job if i had seen any of the income when i was working in 2008- but we were several months behind in rent and i was the only income supporting my mom and me; from 2007-2020 we lived in a slum apartment with horrific roaches and bedbugs the landlord did nothing about; during my time working we could only afford 1 tiny meal per day: usually a single taco bell burrito each

in 2020 my mom died & i was saved by a online bf; then a online gf and her family; and ended up in indiana until i met my wife last year; we moved me to her state after we married