>>81878395
Depending on my work schedule for the day, I wake up at either around 4 am or 11 am. I try to stay in bed till the last possible second without being late for work. I always shower the night before to save time. I'll get dressed, brush my teeth and drive to my job. I'm a lifeguard. Once I get to work I'll either be up, where I'll sit on a chair and watch the pool, or down, where I'll sit in the guard room and either write on my laptop or doomscroll on my phone. Sometimes I get lunch on the way back from work. If not I skip it and just eat dinner after I go to the gym. I usually only eat 1 meal a day, which is probably why I can't bulk, but any more makes me sick. During my free time I'll browse this board, or play video games. My favorites right now are Ark and Counter Strike. I'll scroll insta, reddit and 4chan for at least 2 hours in bed before I go to sleep. My entire life is empty and most days I wish I was dead. I'm going to start cadet school to be a merchant mariner soon ig. I have no gf, barely any friends and no long term goals. I want to finish the story I'm trying to write, publish, and blow my head off with a shotgun.