>>40055776

I got a gender dysphoria diagnosis when I was 19, almost trooned out at that point with my very twinkish body, but backed out at the last minute because "I'd never pass", but at least now I have the diagnosis if I wanna start later. I started looking into getting on HRT again when I was 21, because the dysphoria got too bad to handle. All of this was when I was in the closet and socially isolated btw. Went on it for a week or so, but the lack of any support, the sudden mental changes combined with the hostile environment I was seeing made me stop. I think I actually went on HRT twice when I was 21. The dysphoria never went away, I came out of the closet at 24 and soon after turning 25 went on HRT and have been on it ever since, and feel better for it. I love my soft skin and body, I love the mental changes, my only regret is that I didn't get on/stay on HRT when I was younger.
But at the same time I can't help but think that there's an alternative universe where
>I trooned out at like 10 or something when I managed to put words to being trans
>I trooned out at like 13 when the dysphoria was getting really bad and I considered becoming anorexic in order to prevent myself from becoming taller
>I trooned out at 15 when I first came out to my mom, only to go back in the closer
>I trooned out at 19 after being diagnosed with gender dysphoria and while I could've had space living on my own
>I trooned out at 21 and didn't stop
But the reality I live in is the one where I trooned out at 25, and I'm glad I did. But MAAAAN do I sometimes wish I could astrally project my experiences into the minds of these fucking 19 year old twinked up /tttt/ chudette repper trannies. This post is the best alternative: the choice is yours, do whatever you feel is best.
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