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>>81775234
8 steps forward now
Almost to 10

Even if you fall back 2 steps, you will gain 3


Dwelling in the 2
Accept your self of your 2 .
You judge yourself harder than anyone could
Perception is everything.
Maybe the 2 is.actually instrumental for you

The world does not always know what it wants.
Scratch that, the world is naturally who it truly is, the inner truth
And then it's caged by those outside people who judge
Told what is healthy and unhealthy love
Told the love you've dreamt about, fantasized about, hoped for
Is unhealthy, against their rules.
They don't understand
I am naturally this way
Who I love is also naturally this way
Our dynamic and who we are to each other in roles is our personal love
We are so lucky we found each other
To find the other part of my love and lust
To fulfill the dynamic naturally
And the best is that we recognize our true selves in the other.
Even if the other hasn't recognized it yet themselves.
So we Care for each other.
And live in our roles that we dropped up
And always thought didn't exist any other
But as we became we recognized fulfillment

Our relationship dynamic is not in the world's rules of acceptable forms of love
I'm fact our relationship is against the world's rules

I always felt like I was holding my breath and I judged myself limiting myself and my thoughts and feelings because the world told me what was good to want. But once I recognized the only judgment was from the outside imprinted on me as a masochist. So I redefined what the world and the outside cannot
And who the fuck cares anyway?
Their dynamics, their rules It's outside of us.
Here we are free and we live in our dynamic
That we silently dreamt of
"not just want,. I need"

And everything is okay again