>>81613176
my emotions rule me and that doesn't sit well with people. i can be the most xyz positive thing one day, but then actively avoid you with a scowl on my face the next, if not later in the day. that scares people or makes them uncomfortable at the very least. i try not to involve other people with my shit anymore, and i'm not interesting, charming, or attractive enough anymore to get others to bite my bait, so dying alone is my only option right now. it does suck but it's what's deserved until i figure myself out