Oh no the flag!
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Ahh, British Army, what a relief.
>I feel like if I don't, I'm surrendering the chance to do something I'd potentially be really good at.
Okay, that is important to know. You know... you made a convincing case. I think you can forgive me having challenged it to the extent I have but, with that perspective, I do think I can in good conscience agree you thought it through.
>sorry, I'm bad at using image boards despite having used this site for like half a decade
Oh I mess up much worse than that on the reg do not worry your cute head.
>I hate that I enjoy getting aggressive, that it comes easily to me.
I see, so you also can use an outlet for it, generally. That is crucial context actually.
>it's the only way I can engage socially with people
That is an aspect of you I never knew of!
>I disguise most things about myself day to day
That is borderline universal among my trans friends who aren't fully out. I can promise you it gets easier the more of yourself you can let out. I am glad I can provide a space of self expression for you in the interim.
>I could never inflict myself on someone else.
You need to. You are doing amazing opening up the way you do right now, for example. You need comfort, you need acceptance, you need love. I don't know if I spelled it out before. But you are very clearly love starved. I don't mean in need of a romantic partner, not necessarily. I mean a shoulder to cry on. An anchor. A ground to stand on. And in turn someone to nurture and hold when they falter in turn. And rest. So much rest. You did great letting it out. Quit bottling up. You are in good company.
>I guess finally being able to truly cry is some small victory.
Yes. And no need for shame. This place has no use for holding back. I am very proud of you.
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Hey Anon. I hope you know your effort i seen.