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>Torture you can't even imagine
...is it at least by crazy hot demon women?
>It also tends to attract the crazies that like blood
Aside from a few nosebleeds a few months ago, it's only visions of blood and fire. Again, she might be 'sassy/bratty' but she feels like she is waiting for something. Like if I become very weak, slip into a coma, or something that will give her total control. Like a sleeping child being carried off in the night.
>I thought you were a gnostic.
I'm a Gnostic until the existential dread snaps me back to Hellenism. I have a Hermes shrine right next to Queen of Blood.
>restricts you in a fundamental way
Maybe I've been under contract since I was born, or maybe my younger self made a very bad wish, because my current life feels like I am under house arrest. Like all I am supposed to be doing is be distracted, and now I am being treated as some lapdog.
>just that you're a toy
Well...Neopets ARE toys...so yeah. And that's what 'she' implied at the beginning of this exchange. I think her view is Love = Possession, like she has to possess and control what she 'loves'. That she's a deliverer of death yet insanely possessive.
>And she hasn't even put out
Not getting a clear message on this one.
>dozen brothers and their parents
To be honest, she might be an exile? She might be a literal red-headed stepchild. Like she's clearly gone down the Left-Hand Path type of shit to become a goddess, and I wasn't kidding about being vampirically devoured by her. That's how her son was born!
>physical body. resisting magic.
I thought bodies were prisons in the Gnostic framework and are easily tricked and manipulated. In the Hellenist framework, spirits are FAR more powerful than humans. Hell, she IS a serpent, with venom (kiss of death) and hypnotic red eyes. That's why I called her Samael, Venom of God.
>False
Read it from a book.
>obvious hurdle
A wise man once told me: A mountain is an known and obvious hurdle, it's still a fucking mountain.