>>22918216
sounds great until you actually get into that state and realize just how little time people have to care for the chronically ill, and you realize that it can alter your state of consciousness itself
your body will do anything it can to survive, and its willing to subject your mind and soul to horrors just to get you to do something about it
or another way to put it is that keeping you in a sober, fully conscious and happy state is not as high on its list of priorities as the rest of your bodily functions, as long as you can do the bare minimum of eat and sleep