Horror in the right circumstances helps you to deal with the trauma you'll face in life. I now see why most of it involves teenagers, because as we get older we may be as vulnerable as kids when we face Hell.
The more you doubt yourself, the worse your depression will be. Yes yell at me from that demonic depression, but that monster will eat you alive if you don't stop feeding ig.
That is what happens when you date a woman who only loves you for your mask and how cool you are. If you want true love, show the side that is truly you that makes you feel like an idiot, and then women who really love you will pop up.