it's tough being a midwit gamer, you'll never be the best, you'll never even really be "good" at any game, and you know it, you are so strongly consciously aware of your shortcomings and have to suffer because of that knowing as opposed to being blissfully unaware or uncaring

you'll never perfectly solo a boss, never hit every one of those deflections, never be talked about in the thread and praised for how good you are, you must be happy woth the bottom of the barrel simply playing the game as well as you can with all the many mistakes that come with it