I can’t sleep keep tossing and turning thinking about my childhood best friend and crush, our feelings for each other we’re never really explored (being we were both adolescent boys and both living in small rural town America in the middle of bum fuck Kentucky) I decided to look up his account to see what how he was doing and now he has a kid. My heart is hurting for some reason, “wish that was u huh?” Yes, Laquisha, I wish it was. He’s everything I wanted, scrawny, blond curly hair and goth undertones, I feel like I’ve wasted my life, maybe I should lay the old horse down finally and this suffering.